I'm so vain

You're so vain you probably think this post is about you... don't you..don't you.

well it ain't. LOL


So ... about 90% of my reasons to lose weight are extremely vain.

1. Wear a bikini
2. Paint my toes with no belly in the way.
3. Get a bikini wax for the first time.
4. Be able to shop in the junior section of the stores...lol
5. Be able to strap the seat belt around my waist without needing an extender. (My weight goes to my stomach)
6. Not be afraid to date and try new things
7. Skydive without the weight restrictions
8. SXSW 2013............... FUN FUN FUN FUN.. running the streets of Austin
9. Not have to pay this ridiculous amount for bra's freaking 50-80$ for 1 bra. RIDICULOUS! 
10. Have sex without feeling self conscious (Once my husband finds me of course)


There are the other reasons like my grandmother has heart problems and my cousin died of heart failure.
I don't want to be a statistic like most black females.  Not making excuses for my PCOS (polysystic ovarian syndrome)

But the honest truth is that I am officially tired of being overweight.

Like my aunt says.. "Dria you have no kids and no husband I'm confused on why you are overweight. You have no distractions right now."

So I said to myself... "damn that hurt but it's the truth. I have no excuses"

I live in a health conscious city where it's always sunny and there is always something to do like walk or run the trails. Austin,TX

So at 33 I've decided I'd rather be happy than miserable with myself.

I'd rather stop making excuses and JUST DO IT.
I can't keep putting this shit off. So I'm being honest with myself and you.

I would be sorry if I didn't start TODAY. 

I'm so happy you guys are get to be apart of my journey.

I'm going to be completly honest. I workout but it's the eating that is messing me up.

I love to eat at restaurants.. I hate to cook even though I know how to cook. Cooking takes time and effort.
 So i'm going to start investing in myself.

Love Love
Edria