So I had to restart.

Have you done that before?

You start something and you don't like the way you started so then you start again.

For the past I would say 8 years (since I was 25)  I have been trying to lose weight.

Let me tell you how my weight gain started. I was 175lbs in college and I thought I was OVERWEIGHT.

I'm 5'7 1/2  so I'm tall apple shaped woman.

So I started popping weight-loss pills....... I never told anyone this. but I did.

 I only wanted to lose 25lbs.

My goal was 150. I would look so HOT at 150lbs!

The negative things I had been told as a child (mind you I was always slim) my mother is a petite short woman and my body is built like hers but I'm tall..

So I get to college and my second year I got my own apartment. TERRIBLE thing to do.

I am better at living with people being in a house full of 9-10  people at points.  I'm the eldest of 8 but being raised by my grandmother I am used to someone being around.

So here I am RESTARTING OVER not just with the weightloss but with the entire life.

1. Health/Nutrition

2. Finances

3. Consistency

4. Relationships

5. Friendships.