I am so stressed out with life yet instill I am still moving forward with working out. I've lost another 1.4 lbs.
So many things are going wrong but I can't let that deter my diet.
The newest struggle is my mother being sick and not being able to see her. I'm an emotional being all together but when family is involved it takes a tole on me mentally.
This week I worked out twice. I went to bootcamp and then I walked 6 miles.
I also injured myself trying to move furniture when I was trying to move back to Austin. Unfortunately do to constantly being on the computer for the past 20 years I think it's going to make it worse because of all the repetition typing. I honestly think it's a combination of things. My breast being a DDD and all the weight that's on my shoulder as well. Nothing seems to be working. The medication they gave me for pain makes me sick. My shoulder is constantly in pain and this discomfort doesn't allow me to give 100% of myself
I keep cheating on my food intake because I HATE cooking and the southbeach diet is annoying as hell.
I watched this video below and was very motivated.
I want to succeed this time so bad. I just dont want all this weight and luggage on my body. I refuse to look back on the past. I want everything that GOD has for me. Society treat overweight people like shit and I am tired of being that person. I hate being the third wheel and the girl who doesn't fit in because of size or looks.
I have to plan my meals and eat better. There are no excuses.
I am about to turn 34. I can't look back especially at failed relationships. . I have all this free time to workout now so I can't give up.
I really desperately want a membership to a gym. I didn't take a liking to Golds gym but I did go to check it out.
Costco has a membership for $349 for 24 months that's $14 a month which is a great deal.
So the focus now is ABS, ABS, ABS because that is where all my weight is.
Goodtimes.
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